Just Killing Time…
July 7, 2009 by halcyonzeru
Wow, it July already and almost half a year has passed already. I know I have not been updating my blog for a while. For sometime, I was lost or so many things that keep my mind preoccupied. June was such a busy month since so many things had to been done at work. I could say July is a bit slower for me. I wonder if the 1kyu class will start this month or the next month. I am planning to review again and to take it more seriously. I guess I had to put the same effort as what I did when I was in PIJLC. I think it was better that if I could have attended the review class last year. I might have or probably almost passed the exam. Anyway, there is no point of whining or
being discouraged or dissapointed since it is already a year passed since then. I should dwell upon the present and make better this time around. Then I am still waiting for a sign if I would make a career change, since I have somehow or felt a little bit of calling if this is the right time to change careers. I have been trying to evaluate on what I have done for the past few years in my job. That if I would be ready on the next step. At the back of mind some part of me would like to look for another and the other wants to stay around. Anyway, this year is still possible if it is really the time for me. Maybe it would come in a different form maybe I’m not looking it would just fall in my lap with a big box wrapped in a big ribbon. I have to keep my eyes open for any possible opportunities that will knock on my door. I think by then, I’m ready to take the plunge and go for it. Okay, enough of that topic. The gist is always be open for any possible opportunities then once it comes then go for it.
Then, I’m starting to make plans again to visit Japan. I would love to visit Japan again next year. I am hoping that I get to visit the places that I listed down on my “to do” and “to visit.” Of course it helps visualizing the event so it would eventually happen. And of course see my friends and classmates there too. If only going to Japan is simple going to Singapore or Hongkong then I could visit every other year. Anyway, I still have less than a year to decide if I will push through my Japan trip. Or I might go to US and see my relatives since they’ve been wanting for me to come over there and visit them. Hopefully for a month vacation. Which is quite impossible since the maximum allowable vacation leave is 15 and getting 15 as one shot it out of the question. Good luck to me if I do that and probably have no more job when I came back after the vacation. Hahaha…I miss travelling. Since this is the time that I could have a relaxed state and something that I look forward doing so. And it is my dream to travel to places and take a lot of pictures so I could have many memories when I look at those pictures. Recalling that I’ve been there.
As long as I keep dreaming and then it’s nothing is impossible to accomplish. As long as I belive in myself that I am capable of doing those things…